i could cry with frustration. im trying to be mari, an aging woman who smokes 40 packs a day, has NO education and comes from Scarborough, who is desparately trying to get her boyfriend to stay, while he calls her an ugly good for nothing slut.
its bloody difficult.....i think ill go play my cello to vent.
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i have a fat lip. its all swollen and bleeding constantly. it hurts and it does NOT look good........
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i just went shopping with michael (his leg is healing i suppose. but if he goes out and has crazy party nights he comes home with internal bleeding cos of his haematoma. gah ill die if it gets worse i swear) and it put me in the best mood..he's the only person on earth who i can be totally pissed off with and it will take less than a second for me to forgive him. or i can be soo depressed or angry and he will hug me and everything will be alright. he's THE ONLY person...i love him so much...DANGIT!!