today was eerie. there is no other way to explain....it was wierd, the atmosphere was different and for some reason i couldnt believe that i was ever going to be at home after it all. it was the kind of day that left me thinking on the bus on the way home that something so odd was going to happen and it would all end in some really out of the ordinary way. and...i wasnt actually afraid. and i am such a coward...
india brought in an electric shock game, and i am TERRIFIED of those. my brother bought an electric shock lighter where you try to light it up and it shocks you and i did it and i practically died. literally i jumped onto the floor and lay there for about four hours. (exaggeration) so yeah i didnt have the guts to play that game. other than that i have a really high pain threshold. when my brother (the same one) shot me in the stomach with a BBgun, i just continued walking and didnt even wince. it hurt but i chose not to show it....
but what did i do.....erm.....school days are not to be discussed outside school. 
in music we listened to some amazing Paganini. he is just unbelievable..i dont understand how that man existed. i am so unbelievably in awe and.....yes im jealous i will admit.