basically i was dressed and made up for my grandmas new years partyand er....yeah. the insane lady who did my makeup made me look like a cake. of makeup. i had to go to the toilet and take it off subtly. i hate makeup..... and my outfit wasnt "smart" enough but i liked it so who cares? if by smart they mean wearing some low cut miniature outfit like half the ladies there then im sorry but im not going to be smart. end of story. i dont see myself as something that needs to be looked at and studied before im liked. these were taken on timer of me in my natural state...it even got one of me desparately rubbing at my lips to get the lipstick off.
<--this one kinda crept in....my desk lamp melted! that is so...wierd. anyhoo gotta go (i have more important things to do; lying on my bed thinking about stuff)
happy new years by the way
